iF ONLY.

iF ONLY i KNEW HOW TO ACCPECT iT. OR EVEN DEAL WiTH iT. iT JUST SEEMS LiKE EACH DAY THAT GOES BY iTS GETS HARDER & HARDER. HARDER TO UNDERSTAND. iT JUST HURTS TO CRY. TO NOT CRY. iDK HOW TO BE. iTS TOO SOON. WE HAVE TO MUCH TiME LEFT. SO MUCH TO DO. SAY. & YES iT MATTERS. MATTERS MORE THAN EVER. & TiMES i CANT PULL MY SELF TOGETHER DUE TO NOT ABOUT TO SEE iT AS iT iS. iTS LiKE NiGHTMARE & I CANT WAKE UP FROM. EVERY. OVER A MONTH & i FEEL SO HOPELESS. WHY MUST iT BE SOMETHiNG i CANT CONTROL. iT DRiVES ME iNSANE. iDK WHAT TO DO OR WHERE TO GO TO MAKE iT EASiER. WiLL iT EVER BE EASiER. DAY BY DAY iS THE ONLY THiNG i/WE CAN DO. PRAY & HOPE FOR THE BEST. RiGHT? WELL THATS WHAT iVE BEEN DOiNG. SO iM HOPiNG iT WORKS.

what a day

oh my lanta. today has been a crazy do. one bad nrews after another. i tell ya i just wish i could fix everything with a blink of eye. one day. i be that powerful. but for now. word by word will help it all come together.

what a day.

Hello ther lovelys. tiring day i must say. even though i workd all day. but i still wanna just drive. omg have yall see the gas prices. effin ridiculous. dont really wanna drive after that. lol. but driving would nice. just a little. a mini vacation. i tried to convince the hubby to call in but didnt work. i just miss him so much. we only see eachother at night before bed it seems like. but it will get better i just know it. its just been a long wk. therefore imma be going to be right about now. talk to yall tomorrow!

xoxo
marina

blogging time.

hey there loves. how is everyones morning going. well things are okay here. getting ready for work. bt trying to help a toddle het ready is a challange when he is so stubborn and wants to do his own things. on a good note today is my last work day for the wk. just wish the hubby was off so road trip we can take. will if the sissy would let me take the twinkies would be even better. where would we go? good question. houston to see the comadre and maybe a stop to see the sis in law. or just ride till we find a place. as u can tell im in the mood to just go. so much going on and i can only do so much. wish i could just take it all away for everybody and tackle it like a football player. well lovelys i have to go to get ready for work. yall have a awesome day.

first only

hey guys just wanna let yall kno imm be coming back with more post for u to ready. but for now. i need to figure it out.

xoxo
marina yvette